3 months later

Posted by David's Mom on February 17, 2009

Well,

It has been almost 3 months since I lost my hero….3 months and the hole in my heart still gapes.  Saturday

some friends had a birthday party I attended and I was doing ok except when they sang happy birthday to

 someone named David.  I broke down AGAIN  (big sigh) Davey was such a big part of my life and of our

family and everyone feels it.  Seth wanders aimlessly he was used to having somone always ready to play

 with him and now he bugs the mom ceaselessly for someone to play with or watch movies or play games

 with.  Kyle walks around looking for someone to be angry at…Cj just plays games all the time so he doesn’t

have to feel.   I wander aimlessly with no motivation to do anything.  I like to think though even though we

haven’t figured out what to do or feel without him that he is waiting for us to catch up with him.  I hoping he

 driving  everyone crazy rollerblading in heaven zipping to and fro……racing around like he could not do

while he was sick.  And I will bet he has the biggest smile on his face….

          These pics were taken on October 16 2008 doesn’t my boy have the greatest smile!!!!!!

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